>Why did he say that
I have no clue, but he took like 3 sips from a vodka bottle, showed his dick, pissed, vomited and cried before failing his hanging attempt. Which I am pretty sure he was expecting to fail. So I'm guessing he was a little bit sad that he still had a dick between his fat hairy legs.
>what happened, was he that desperate that he actually accepted a....
Yes and no. He suddenly decided to stream his "suicide" in this google chat thingy and posted a thread on 8ch /b/ or another board that he frequented at like 1AM GTM-5. Anons joined and he started talking and mocking us for telling him to kill himself, giving the usual "I won't even attempt it" vibe these kind of streams give.
After a while certain things happened.
>He showed his dick more than once
>Drank from a bottle of vodka
>Had weeb music playing
>Showed the really empty room he was in
>Went to the bathroom
>Urinated (Citation needed) and vomited
>Talked about his parents not caring if he died
>Cried about being a failure and his love interest, I think it's the guy that he is stalking (?) not giving a shit about him anymore
>Cried some more and drank more vodka
>Broke the fucking belt and dropped like a sack of potatoes
>Mirror fell, he cried and chocked
>Asked if he still had a penis
>Cried while saying that he was a failure incapable of killing himself
>Went to the bathroom again
>Went to sleep
That's about all I remember. My memory is a little fuzzy. Hopefully my post sufficiently encapsulates the shitshow that went on that night. By the way, the guy that filmed the first video got banned and came back on a different name.